Friday, May 2, 2025

The things I'd do if I knew I couldn't fail

If I could do anything knowing I would not fail what would I do? I would do so much! Here are a few things:

To begin with I'd go back to school and graduate from college. I'm so bad at math like BAD. That is the main reason I do not go back. I always fail my math classes. The last time I went was in 2019 and failed the math class so bad I just lost all hope of ever passing. So that's one thing I'd do.

I would go out and do more things with my husband and children. With my anxiety I hate crowds. If I'm around to many people I have a panic attack and freak out. We can't do a lot of things because of this. It gets bad. I can't even go the the grocery store if there's a lot of people. I'm afraid it is going to rub off on my children. My son Kal-El gets like that too sometimes. I pray that he doesn't get as bad as me.

Another thing I'd do is post on YouTube and Tik Toc. I know I sound like I'm 13 but hear me out. I think I could help people in some way. I've been through so much in my life. I lost my 5 year old daughter Jaslynn to brain cancer in 2005. It is still one of the hardest things I have gone through. Living with mental illness I also think maybe help someone too.

I would give a 100% to my small business. I think I don't put 100% because I am afraid that no one will like or care about what I make. I see other small business owners post on Instagram or YouTube and think I can do that if I really try. But really try. It gets hard because I don't have a lot of energy or just feel overwhelmed most days. It gets really hard. You have to post to get people to view and buy your items. I am proof that you can have an Etsy or website and not post on social media and not get sales. I had a Valentines Day launch for my website, I posted one Tik Toc and once on Instagram and that was it. Nothing else. I did not get any sales. I don't know why I think I will but I need to open up more.

I know it isn't a large list but these are just a couple of things I would do if I knew I could't fail. Is there anything you would do if you knew you couldn't fail? Let me know! Thanks for stoping by today. Come back and see my next post,

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