As I was going through my phone today I came across a note that I put in my phone......Here it is
I wrote that on February 20,2013 and have been trying to achieve the same goals since before writing that post. A few days ago I decided to change the way I live my life. If you have read my post before I suffer from anxiety, depression and schizophrenia. It can be a lot to handle.
But I no longer want to live my life wishing I had started to do the things I've always wanted to do.
I want to live. I want to breath again. I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired.
I have a wonderful family who loves me and awesome friends. Sometimes the demons in my head take over and I struggle. But I don't want to live that way anymore. I know it is always going to be a struggle for me. I'm not magically be cured from my mental illness. But I can start by changing my life a little bit. I've changed my diet and yesterday was the first day I started to eat clean. I'm going to start working out and try to get my energy back.
I'm on Seroquel and Celexa. Seroquel has caused me to gain a lot of weight which is making me very self-conscious.
But I want to start living my life. Thanks for stopping by today my Sparkly Friends! I really appreciate you stopping by.